Neediness
There are just two of us here, Gordy and me, but we share our life with nine dogs, eight horses,
There are just two of us here, Gordy and me, but we share our life with nine dogs, eight horses,
Everyday, for at least the last two years, I have posted a picture of Muppet on my social media accounts.
We have a manmade pond outside our front door. It was here when we bought the property and was referred
Every horse is a different ride and that ride can differ, even quite a bit, from the way we show
I stopped writing. The act of “publishing” my writing was never any big whoop, but the act of writing itself sure had internal value. It was the great pause button in the endless parade of thoughts and feelings that marked my waking, and often sleeping, hours. It directed and diverted me. I live in the constant presence of animals and writing about them was a way to validate my sense of belonging in that world, a world of kinship with creatures. And then I stopped wanting to write about it. Like many other people (read: women), the increasing tumult of the last years has left me embedded in a place of uncomfortable irony: I live a reasonably secure and peaceful life and I also swim endless laps of anger, angst, and rage about world events and the rabid unjustness of it all. I quit telling my stories because they seemed childish in light of those rage-producing events. I quit writing
Cricket wasn’t called Cricket when she came to us. My sister, Kim, renamed her the minute we set eyes on
I will tell you right now that Tootsie’s is an all-time great Rescue Story. I’m not bragging for me, I’m
For the first ten years of his life, Bruno belonged somewhere. I’m not sure what those circumstances were or how
A couple of years ago, Gordy, my sister, Kim, and I fostered and rehabbed a total of fifteen horses through
Maizey is crazy. We call her that and we are the ones who love her. Whether I tell Maizey’s story
Gigi’s life was spared by the simplest of lies, one invented by her previous owners, maybe even on the spot.
Old horses, like old dogs, are hard to rehabilitate. It takes a long time for their biology to respond and
Mya is 31 years old. I always lead with that; for a horse, 31 is a magnificent accomplishment. In Mya’s
I want to believe that Molly was wanted, was loved and attended to, for at least some part of her
It has been a year — no, more than that — since I have written here. I have missed it,
Not all the time, but fairly persistently throughout my youth and adulthood, I wished for the ability to connect with
I know what is hard about this. I know what is hard about losing an animal. Ask me about Andante.
My timid little blog has been sitting idle. One month has stretched to two and now three have passed without
I actually used that phase on someone this week. “Glad to hear you’re back in the saddle”, texted in response
There are a great many dogs in this house. It would be easy to conclude there are too many